The truth is ....she is getting serious ,day by day , and , i totally agree that she has some sickness like SERIOUS IMAGINARY !!!
What to do ?
A sudden guilty falls a part on me .....what to do ? first , to say that i really appreciate things that u had done to me , good things i meant ...ermm...but , on the other side, why are you always doing something bad to me too ??As , u said u appreciate me and bla bla bla.....i felt so scary !!!!
Im sorry that i cant protect u anymore as a friend, i already had enough of it ....so sorry ....i wish i could bear those bad things and care more about your feelings,yet , sorry , i failed to do so .IM SORRY !
Yes, im officially 20 !my friends wanted to give me a surprise , yet , i failed their plan ....as i worked on my birthday >< haha!!anyway ,thanks for everything... i lost a few of them last year , yet , i gained them back this year , but , i lost her this year ....ohhh myyyy....wth is going on my complicated life ....please just be simple and nice ....
And ,im MAD ,TOTALLY MAD on someone !!!!!WTH !!!!!!!!!!!!
ok , fine,perhaps , i have NO RIGHTS to be UNHAPPY !!!
My 20's birthday wish is to be MORE TOUGH and STRONG !!
I hope i will be much more STRONGER to take the RESPONSIBILITY of taking care my FAMILY !!
