Time flies .....
Another 2 months .....
Im gonna leave msia to aus soon ....
Not long , just a year .....
FEAR .....
everything is uncertain , it makes me fear so much .
money and friendship .
DISTANCE .
I hope I will be worrying too much bout friendship .
Should trust my friends =)
Gonna sit my ielts paper soon .
I dont really know what happened to me is like im so poor in everything .
I don't want to get a band lesser than 7 .
I don't know .
I AM SAD TODAY .
IT'S HURT SO MUCH .
LIKE SERIOUSLY .
IT WASN'T MY FAULT , BUT I GET BLAME .
I TRIED , EVEN IM DOING NOTHING , THINGS ALSO GET WORST .
dear god , i dont know what to do and how .
I AM LOST .
Don't ruin my confidence and self-trust in this way . I beg you GOD . like seriously , it is so painful again .
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
BYE heartache , HI busy !
Yea , time flies , is already time to let it go .....
Thanks for turning up in my life ....
I wish u were a better man , and I were a better girl .....
I long that we could be together ....
Yet , it is impossible , after going through so much .....
WE KNEW THAT , NOTHING IS WORKING OUT BETWEEN US .
yes ,time's up for us , nothing makes us right .
It's ohkay right now , feeling better , at least now I won't be awaken by the heartache in the middle of the night . It is blessing that, at least I could sleep .
Yea , right now , I'm kinda busy , no time to think about it .
Busy bout my ielts , works , assignments , presentation and quiz . And my plan of saving money .lol.
Actually, it is not as deep as I thought of , just that what are we insist of making it more complicated and aching .....
I guess you are ohkay right now , u could probably get a bunch of girls that are extremely better than me =)
YES , I PROMISE TO MYSELF IT IS TIME TO LET GO .
STOP TORTURING YOU , ME & HER .
I don't want you to get hurt instead . If you are not hurting at all , thanks god , I will be greatly thankful that your heart is safe and not injured as mine =]
Thanks and bye , I will get someone that really knows me and appreciate everything in me :')
IT WILL NEVER BE YOU : )
Thanks for turning up in my life ....
I wish u were a better man , and I were a better girl .....
I long that we could be together ....
Yet , it is impossible , after going through so much .....
WE KNEW THAT , NOTHING IS WORKING OUT BETWEEN US .
yes ,time's up for us , nothing makes us right .
It's ohkay right now , feeling better , at least now I won't be awaken by the heartache in the middle of the night . It is blessing that, at least I could sleep .
Yea , right now , I'm kinda busy , no time to think about it .
Busy bout my ielts , works , assignments , presentation and quiz . And my plan of saving money .lol.
Actually, it is not as deep as I thought of , just that what are we insist of making it more complicated and aching .....
I guess you are ohkay right now , u could probably get a bunch of girls that are extremely better than me =)
YES , I PROMISE TO MYSELF IT IS TIME TO LET GO .
STOP TORTURING YOU , ME & HER .
I don't want you to get hurt instead . If you are not hurting at all , thanks god , I will be greatly thankful that your heart is safe and not injured as mine =]
Thanks and bye , I will get someone that really knows me and appreciate everything in me :')
IT WILL NEVER BE YOU : )
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