that's not your fortune !

OMG !!! that's not your fortune !!pls don't tell me that it is your fortune !!don't be so calm !!please don't !!

U made me cry !!how can u be so calm ????why ???

omg !!!i scare something bad will happen !!

I'm scare !!really !!omg !!!

PLEASE DON'T HAPPEN ANYTHING !PLEASE RECOVER !!PLEASE!

someone told me "memory can't be erased by anything" "

所谓的误会与争执   在回忆涌起的时候   已变得不屑一顾...

saw this from someone's blog ...haha ...unbelievable that someone still remember things that we get through together =)

all right , its ok right now...im ok with the unpleasent past ....

we are still friends : )

Just that , another one , the person that i cant forgive on this moment ...

Just to say that im sorry , i can;t forgive u by now or soon, because , there is a wound that u leave to me ...

how much do i appreciate u ...but , it turned out in the bad way ....it's ok ...i have nothing to lost ...

I'm satisfied with what's going on now ,as well as people that are accompanying me now ...

love them and appreciate them ....without them , i think i can't get through those flaws ....

THANKS !!!!!! : )

Fragile

Happy birthday to my dear ellise =)

we get in her house secretly yesterday to give her a surprise ....yet , she doesn't discover at all ><

haha XD ermmm...felt a bit guilty about my ida's birthday , i din't even manage to make cupcakes for her ....

so sad...cause i was studying accounts that day ...i wanted to do cupcakes for her...but i don't have time for it

how sad is it =( and i dint finish the birthday card yet , and dint get to buy her birthday present yet ....im so so

so so so so so SORRY and GUILTY  =[

By the way ,im so glad to have them as my friends =)

without them , maybe i cant even get through the toughest part that i went trough .....

FRAGILE ......relationships are always fragile ....

Never thought that this kind of DRAMA will happen on me >< OMG !!

FRAGILE !!FRAGILE!! and FRAGILE !!

I think i will give up someone , as i had already try to pull down my face and try to be good towards you ...

but , u are still act so cool to me.....im sorry , it's already ENOUGH!! I'm not a CLOWN anymore !!

Although , i appreciate things that we have gone through , but , u seem like nothing about those memories ...

Well , fine ....it's enough ...i will STOP right here ....I'm FREAK with it ...have enough for that !!!

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SAD T.T


Once again !!!i RUINED my econ paper again !!!

why ???why it is again and again ???

stupid me !!!careless me !!!

omg !!20 marksss!!!

GOD !!!HELP ME !!!!I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE IT !!!!!!!

It's weird

It's weird for someone to envy a person's personalities ><

it's indeed weird ...and it's like not logic at all...

it's no sense about it man.....

but .....a person's personalities won't change just because u envy it and it will evolve into hate it !

how childish is it ....really....

luckily ....i don't have this kind of friends around me now = )

REGRETTED

big regret man ...such a big disappointment ...

My mom told me ...im not going to overseas for my studies ...it was like omg !!

I'm craving for a colorful life at the other side of the world....

In fact , it's so sad to delay my colorful life, and , i have to face the fact that ...

My parents can't afford to make our dreams come true ...

I still have a sister that need to study ....and a brother that always need money ><

Haiz....what to do ? I just have to delay it ...and make my current life much more colorful =)

I'm always so regret that I choose to stay for a year at here ...now , it turned up to be .....I might staying here forever ><

But ,if im so mean to go aus in the beginning , my dad will be so suffering on the expenses of mine and my brother as well ....so.....choose to stay ...

How much i crave to go to overseas !!!!! In fact , dreams and reality are always totally different .

On the other hand , my life here is also happy but just not that happening ...haha ...

I have all of my friends here and my family ....but , i don't have my passion and dream here ...haha.....it's ok as long as i have them and my family =)




IT'S DELAYING AGAIN !! ><