REGRETTED

big regret man ...such a big disappointment ...

My mom told me ...im not going to overseas for my studies ...it was like omg !!

I'm craving for a colorful life at the other side of the world....

In fact , it's so sad to delay my colorful life, and , i have to face the fact that ...

My parents can't afford to make our dreams come true ...

I still have a sister that need to study ....and a brother that always need money ><

Haiz....what to do ? I just have to delay it ...and make my current life much more colorful =)

I'm always so regret that I choose to stay for a year at here ...now , it turned up to be .....I might staying here forever ><

But ,if im so mean to go aus in the beginning , my dad will be so suffering on the expenses of mine and my brother as well ....so.....choose to stay ...

How much i crave to go to overseas !!!!! In fact , dreams and reality are always totally different .

On the other hand , my life here is also happy but just not that happening ...haha ...

I have all of my friends here and my family ....but , i don't have my passion and dream here ...haha.....it's ok as long as i have them and my family =)




IT'S DELAYING AGAIN !! ><